My second nightmare: A letter to my sister and the universal cerebellar transform

I think I can forgive you now, but only if everyone in the world can learn to live in a different way and you can forgive me. I’m really sorry I had to be such a scary jerk.

I had a dream and it was all about you and everybody had learned to live in a different way. You were the star. I am worried about Kaori. Kaori wasn’t in the dream. The dream was pretty scary and it was hard to trust. It was pretty hard to trust. In the dream you had found the way. I hope you find the way. In the dream it felt like everyone was trying to help me. It was pretty rough. It seemed like you were trying to help me. Everyone was trying to help everyone to be their true self

It was pretty rough. Maybe we could all learn to live a different way. I know we can. I have figured it out neurophysiologically. I am worried about Kaori right now. I am worried about everybody but Kaori really hates me right now. That means she is asking for help. That is what hate means. Maybe you could help her. All I know is that Unity Behavioral Health has a mental health emergency room and Kaori went there before and they helped her better than anybody else did. We took her to all the other hospitals and they were terrible for people with psychosis. I don’t know if it is still a good place but it is worth a try if she gets sick again. She might be getting sick now and that is why she hates me. It is a cry for help. That is the pattern I have seen with her. It is understandable that we are all going crazy in this world but I am worried about Kaori. If she doesn’t have another psychotic break that hurts her so much maybe you could help her avoid that or deal with it and maybe you could help me help her. I can’t do much to help her now because she hates me now and because I am in bed recovering from my hip surgery. I know that there is a way. I had my hip replaced and the drugs are giving me these dreams. There is a lot of pain because my body was cut to the bone. Maybe it’s a chance for me to change and start over. Maybe we can all change and start over. That is what the dreams are saying. Maybe everything can start to make sense if we can learn to live with the pain. There is a way now. That is what my research says. In the end it is really very simple and instinctive and anyone can do it.

It was basically a nightmare but a good nightmare. Last night I had a very bad nightmare and I had to call a lot of people to ask for help after I woke up. Tonight‘s nightmare was pretty scary but like I said you were the star and everybody was learning and everybody was trying to help me. Maybe we can forgive each other and maybe we can help each other everyone in this world.